Sunday, 10 April 2011

ex Mr. S

malu nak cakap
here, a confession : i miss you badly Mr.S

huhu..wanna be strong enough
life without 'boyfriend'
hw, sometime i was failed

you came across my mind
your love. your anger. your jelousy. your care.
everything about you.

it was almost a week now
didn't hear anything about you
controlling myself from you
i mean : call and message

love is not about having you in my life. maybe love is about giving you a better life.happinness.

my star.

::Noor Affiqah::
she's my star
sometimes blurr
naif sangat makcik nih
nak kata lemah lembut..??=P
tak kot. garang nih.
nak manja2 ngan dia pon
kene pikir berkali2
hihi
but.. believe me..
it is too hard to find a friend 
real friend i mean
they dont have to be with us in all time
they can accept you in 'left' or 'right' side
they can hate u in love
you know what. God send me these present. and she was one of them
lotsa LOve 

Saturday, 9 April 2011

i know u are here.wink~

hihih..
tetibe hepi sangat2!!!

got visitor from Amman.
i know who you are..

blink2~ (hati berbunge)

rajin2 lah visit saya di sini ye AW.
hihih.

::rasionalisme::

aku xfaham. sangat2 xfaham
hidup yang penuh kerasionalan.

if asyik rasional je ape jd?
if xrasional lak ape jadi?

if xrase apew2 ape jadi?
isy. pening aku.

patutnye kita kene pikir cmne ea?

maknanye ape?.

tetibe nak mengarut bab nih lak
apa perasaan orang kawen awal?
ape preparation korang?
betol2 dah ready nak kawen awal?
aku pon teringin nak kawen awal.
tapi bila selalu jadi pendengar nih..xjadiklah

kawen awal banyak hikmahnye (no objection.)
tapi if xready nak pegang tanggungjawab
jawabnye = TOK SAH DUK GATAI
aku pening ngan satu cite nih..
orang dah ngadu...aku dengar jelah
A=suami, B=isteri

masa bercinta, B sibuk ajak A kawen
alasan = xnak kawen lambat sangat
so, A pon kawen lah ngan B
tapi bila dh kawen, lain lak yang jadi

A tak laksanakan tgungjawab
B pon, siap leh cite kat girl laen
A pon sama..sharing problems ngan orang lain
memang tu masalah orang

tapi satu menda yang aku tak faham :
kenapa kawen if xready nak pikul tanggungjawab. ingat kawen nih maen2 ke.

ish! (mood marah)

Friday, 8 April 2011

addict.

hmm
become dangerous nih
leka depan laptop nih ngadap blog

hihi..
by the way
kene stop dh. jap ag my b0o b0o balik
nak gi mkn KFC. (kitorg mmg xsedar diri)

before i leave this for a while.
need to say something
"hidup nih macam kertas lukisan. satu2 kite lukis, pastu kaler2..pastu padam if salah, pastu terangkan mana yang penting, pastu cube cover lukisan yang senget..pastu tengok balik...overview..pastu..tibe2 fikir, nape lukisan aku jadi camni???
hihi..suke hatilah..

and dis!

ini pulak my ladies!
hihih...rindu gile nak wat keje gile ngan korang..
bila lah ade masa nih..
huhuhuh

wink~